Jan 26th

That's the next court date for child support. Mr. Thompson was served his papers and he will have to show up this time. It'll be interesting how things will go.

My mother doesn't care if I go through with it or not. My mom doesn't want Mark to be able to take Evan. I know that is her biggest hesitation with going through with the child support. I think sometimes that I would not want Evan to go with Mark until things are settled and set in order with supervision and all the necessary precautions. That is only when I will feel at ease with him taking my little guy. Even after all this time that I have known Mark, I would say that Evan is the one thing that I would never let him hurt.

I send Mark pictures of Evan every time I take them. I said that after Evan is one, I will not send any more pictures. I want to be able to let Evan know that there was an attempt on my part for Mark to be a part of his own son's life. Things that are no in my control, I can't worry about. I know that God will take care of it. Just as He's taken care of us all this time.