Who signed up for this?

I am starting to feel a lot anxiety now that my parents are leaving for Thailand in three days. Yes, I've been counting down the days of their departure because that means that I have more repsonsibilities. I have to take care of two households. I have to make sure triple the bills are paid for ON TIME! It's overwhelming. The person who gets the grunt is Evan.

My family is helpful and they have helped out a lot. The thing is that my parents are the people who care the most about him and will help me out the most. My siblings, they can care less. I can't stand it that my parents let this little motherfucker child run them (my little brother). He has been the root of my stress. Disrespectful is an understatement for his behavior. The rest are all good until it goes bad then every one gains up on me. Well, I'm not taking this crap for a month. I will not! If I dissappear then I will. The thing that pisses me off is the way he talks to my son. What a motherfucker. That is the only word I can find to feel at ease about in describing him.

I'll get through this month right?! I may have to visit my therapist during this month.