Therapy!

It ended up being more for myself. The last session I was at with Evan, the therapist said that I may need to make a few sessions for myself as all the time for Evan's sessions should not be about my issues. As I take on this adventure again, I'm really ready this time to get rid of all the emotion baggage from him.

I just have to remind myself that he is a sperm donor. That he is not his father. That he is a DARK person and someone I would NEVER want my son to know. He is wicked and does not have any good intentions for my son ever! There are a lot of things that I struggle with him. Unfortunately, in the five years that we were together, I was a page in his rough draft and he was his own volume. Just lets you know how things were in our relationship.

There's so much to work through and I'm ready to be OVER IT!